Don’t give up my friend! The world is deeply unpredictable and has a lot of surprises still in store, and not all bad. The problems you are identifying are becoming more and more widely recognized, and that will inevitably bring correction, even if nobody has yet seen how. Only when we are dis-illusioned can we see the truth, and only on the foundations of truth can we make something better. But the disillusionment certainly hurts. Thanks for your sincere words.